Dreams While in Europe

Dreams While in Europe

Apparently, when I am more relaxed it is easier for me to remember my dreams (I suppose that is not too surprising). Knowing that I wanted to use this trip to figure out some personal stuff, I was very interested to figure out what my dreams could mean. Here are my dreams below.
 
February 13th
 
I had a dream that I was getting up on a (brown?) horse and an unknown male was helping me.
 
Discussion: the context of this day. I had started to set my mind about breaking up with my partner. I was actually starting to change my language and talk as if it was decided, to see how I feel that day before my dream. I was feeling so sure. I was thinking about my crush constantly and I had been really fantasizing a lot.
 
Since I have associated horses with beauty yet wildness (every time I am on a horse, something bad always happens) and hence, been fearing going back on one, could it be that this dream was saying to “Get back on the horse” again, or that this horse was a symbol for re-starting dating? To not be afraid and go after my dream (since in the past, horses were a dream of mine)? Why was it an unknown male, is it because my future has not been decided and I do not know who I will be with, or is it that it is known and that I don’t know yet? I was so sure of the interpretation at the time, but now I am not so sure… maybe I need to stick to my guns?
 
February 14th
 
Had a dream where the name Jack Oliver was showing. After some “dream” thought, I realized Jack Oliver could be my crush and Jack is his middle name. 
 
Discussion: I wonder if this is a psychic dream. I will need to find out what his middle name is to know. It could be Jack, John, Joseph, James… these are more common.
February 20th
 
I dreamed about talking with my crush and then attending his wedding to his current wife, but he seemed more interested in me and how I felt than his wife. I was slightly upset and jealous but I understood and felt better very quickly. I was sitting on the right hand side and they were not dressed up. At one point, Susan from work was having a disagreement with someone else (unknown person from work) and I was acting as mediator. I was finished reprimanding Susan (even though she is super nice and sweet) and didn’t realize I wasn’t giving much mediating on behalf of the other side. So I turned back and gave a quick few words. 
 
DiscussionWhat does this dream mean? I did some research online and this is what I found: dreaming of someone else getting married meant a desire for a happy marriage or that something good will happen, like a family member getting a job promotion or feeling better from an illness, or that I will have good fortune and live a happy life. A dream of my lover getting married with someone else could also mean our love will be successful. A married woman dreaming this could mean I want an extramarital affair. It could also mean there are concerns with your commitments or independence in my current relationship. Or feeling jealous of others’ happiness.
 
Historically, I have always believed that if you dream of your lover cheating, it means they really love you but that if you are dreaming of cheating, it means you really want to cheat. So knowing this is something I already believe, the fact that I see him getting married to someone else tells me he in reality wants to be with me. It could mean that I subconsciously know our love will be true.
 
I think sex and cheating is a really bad idea, so I don’t think that’s what it means.
 
I definitely have concerns of my commitment in my current relationship.
 
I don’t feel jealous of others’ happiness really.
 
My partner did get sick, so it could be that he was getting better.
 
So we will have to see how this unfolds. My partner is going to take some time to think about our relationship. He said regardless of what happens, we will still be good friends.