Andrew Opens Up

Andrew Opens Up

 

Andrew opened up last night. Andrew is a romantic kind of guy. He was ever since he was young. But he didn’t get lucky with girls, it was always the athletic guys who were more mean that got the girls. He is frustrated with women who say they want romance but really want something else. I told Andrew that I hoped he wouldn’t apply generalizations of women onto our relationship, that I hope we can be different than what he experienced.
Andrew called me cute yesterday at Shoeless Joe’s. I told him that he brought it out of me but he disagreed, he just thinks I am cute. lol
I told Andrew that I want to give and be loving but it is hard, that I am getting the sense that it is emasculating. He wants to provide for me, but I want to take care of him. He and I want to be givers. But I am afraid that being a giver will turn him off from me. I just want to be gracious and receive love and just be there for him, be his companion.
He is a hard-worker. He is smart. He is passionate. He is spiritual. He is sexy. He is hot. He is generous. He is kind. He is strong. He is independent. He’s stable. He’s a good person. He treats his mom well. He’s forgiving. He’s easy going. He’s laid back. He’s encouraging. He’s loving. He’s sweet. He’s kind. Wow. I couldn’t be luckier to have him! He’s like, the perfect height, the perfect age, the perfect maturity, the perfect mix of personality traits for me. We like to meditate together. We like to cuddle together. We like the same kind of music.