I Found the Love of God… Now What?

I Found the Love of God… Now What?

 

Although a lot has happened in the last few weeks since being admitted to the hospital, there’s really only one thing I would like to write about. I found true love, and I am unsure what to do about it now. Typing this seems so unnatural. I feel like writing it down. Then again, maybe not.

I am now separated from my partner. I am going to live on my own for a while, maybe for the next 3 months before I start dating again. And at least with the love that I have found, I know what love is supposed to be. And I am confident that I can find it in anyone.

 

I am vulnerable right now to be thinking of anyone or anything else at the time being. There’s still some hurt and some pain in my heart and I need to heal. I am confident that when I feel better, God can bring us together. He has shown time and again that He can do it. I just have to have faith and trust. Faith that can move mountains. He is in my thoughts and I know he knows it too. I just need time.