My Birthday Celebration…

My Birthday Celebration…

 

I had a wonderful 31st birthday, and I spent the evening with Andrew. I think I had too much wine, so I broke a command, but I have repented and sought forgiveness. I am healed.
We talked about a lot of different things. We shared a combo for 2 people, but we also bought two apps and didn’t even eat the dessert. He doesn’t like chocolate. I have so much pizza as leftovers! He’s amazing. He is passionately pursuing me.
We are reading through The Sacred Search and I am liking the bit that it talked about how falling in love is a crazy thing and can be dangerous. People become homicidal or hurt themselves because of falling in love and being spurned. That’s what happened to me. I have been keeping my emotions in check with Andrew. It isn’t about falling in love but dedicating to having the same vision, shared mission, and wanting to spend the rest of our lives with each other.
I am going to decrease the amount of medication I take so that I am ovulating. Then if we get married, I will be fertile and able to have children. He was cute, on Facebook he messaged me and said “let’s make babies!” He’s really pushing for a marriage. I am trying to be discerning, as the book suggests. We decided to stop kissing, as Andrew suggested, to keep our emotions in check. But he kissed me on the cheek, which was sweet.