To Kiss or Not to Kiss…

To Kiss or Not to Kiss…

 

Andrew and I had taken a break from kissing but we returned to kissing. It was nice. We tried it but it didn’t work. We can’t keep our hands off each other. He’s so special to me.
We talked about engagement. I am not legally able to get married presently. I think he wants me to get married as soon as possible. I think him waiting for months is a difficult prospect for him. I want to wait a year. So, it looks like we will compromise and do it as soon as I am legally divorced.
I am starting to realize that I don’t need to be religious. I would rather unity with Andrew than having two separate religions. I want to raise kids Christian. That’s it. I don’t want to be too strict or legalistic. I want my children to be free to make mistakes. We are human after all. I think I have been so uptight, I need to let go. I also need to be more submissive, but it goes against my pride. Something to work on.