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Dealing with Anger as a Christian During a Pandemic

Dealing with Anger as a Christian During a Pandemic

I have to admit, and I am sure it is true for many others, but I have been struggling with anger and losing my sense of control over my environment. When something doesn’t go exactly my way, I get frustrated, bitter, irritable, and annoyed. When I perceive that I have been treated unfairly or unjustly,…

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I Was Accepted Into Teacher’s College!

I Was Accepted Into Teacher’s College!

I got in! I received an email from Redeemer’s College that I was accepted! How awesome is that??? I couldn’t get a job, but I got offered admission to a prestigious school! But after talking about it with my husband, since we have so little money, it looks like we are unable to make it…

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I broke my cleanse fast

I broke my cleanse fast

Soo…. I broke my fast yesterday. I ate two meals, at lunch and at dinner. But to give myself some slack, we’ve also been taking care of a deal to buy a home and sell ours and it’s been particularly intense lately. But still, I did manage to skip breakfast, which is a feat on…

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In Love with Life

In Love with Life

I sometimes think too much. I am a perfectionist, and I am good at thinking things through. But there are some things out there that doesn’t have an answer. I am very willful. I have pretty strong desires that can get the better of me at times. I have made mistakes because of this. I…

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My Wedding Letter to Andrew

My Wedding Letter to Andrew

Wedding Letter and Personal Vows April 23rd, 2019   We made it! We are here on our wedding day, our day to celebrate what we already know: that we love each other the way God intended, the way people dream of. I have found my king, my lord, my life. And now I really know…

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We’re Having a Baby!!!

We’re Having a Baby!!!

We had a positive pregnancy test!!! We are so happy, when I told Andrew, I was shaking!!! Let me tell you the story of how it came to pass. For a few months now, I was concerned about Andrew’s intentions – did he really want to have children with me? I tend to have a…

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Miracle Music Answered Prayer

Miracle Music Answered Prayer

I was watching a video, a documentary… …an Hindu/Indian man talking about enlightenment, that the Maker, the creator, lives inside of us. And he was able to heal himself from physical ailments by praying for an hour or so. And he believes in this collective consciousness, that if we expand our consciousness to those around…

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Shared Teacher’s Dream

Shared Teacher’s Dream

One night about a week or two ago, Andrew and I had a shared dream. But compared to previous shared dreams, this dream was extraordinarily similar. Last night Andrew dreamt of a teacher from high school. He was the Teacher’s Pet. And they walked to a pizza restaurant across the street near the high school…

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Oil Spill Dream

Oil Spill Dream

I had an interesting dream last night that I wanted to share. Sometimes I have dreams of previous people I’ve dated. And sometimes I feel guilty because I don’t know why I’m having them. They are always benign; nothing really happens that would say anything about why I’m dreaming about them. But last night it…

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The Blonde Prophetic Dream

The Blonde Prophetic Dream

Some people might chalk up visions, voices, or prophetic dreams as mere mental illness or delusions. People will scoff at it, because they think it is all fairy tales or mythic. Well, to those people, I beg to differ. I had been in the hospital during my second episode of elevated mood, otherwise known as…

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Asking for a sign…

Asking for a sign…

Matthew 16: 1-4 16 The Pharisees and Sadducees came to test Jesus. So they asked him to show them a miraculous sign from heaven. 2 He responded to them, “In the evening you say that the weather will be fine because the sky is red. 3 And in the morning you say that there will be a storm today…

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Demons Are Real

Demons Are Real

I have an interesting situation that happened to me and my partner Andrew. There was a night, without explanation, that I was having problem sleeping. I felt like I was having a mental and/or spiritual battle. After some time tossing and turning, I went into the living room and knelt down on a pillow and…

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Dream of Hearing God’s Voice

Dream of Hearing God’s Voice

I had an interesting dream after a wonderful evening. Andrew and I went to Port Dover and looked at the stars with a full moon. It was so beautiful. I felt so much love and awe in my heart. It was fantastic. Then that night I had a dream. I was speaking to some sort…

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Andrew Opens Up

Andrew Opens Up

  Andrew opened up last night. Andrew is a romantic kind of guy. He was ever since he was young. But he didn’t get lucky with girls, it was always the athletic guys who were more mean that got the girls. He is frustrated with women who say they want romance but really want something…

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Love…

Love…

  Andrew slept over, we played games at Game Time, and we made love. It was beautiful. I knew what I wanted, I had clarity. I love him, my boyfriend, my love, my sweetheart, my soul mate. I want to make him happy for the rest of my life. I’m ready to start an imperfect…

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My Birthday Celebration…

My Birthday Celebration…

  I had a wonderful 31st birthday, and I spent the evening with Andrew. I think I had too much wine, so I broke a command, but I have repented and sought forgiveness. I am healed. We talked about a lot of different things. We shared a combo for 2 people, but we also bought…

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Exorcism Dream

Exorcism Dream

For this post, I would like to discuss the importance of dreams. I read many books that talk about things that happen in dreams that seem to be related to real life. Visitations of loved ones who upon awakening died at the time of the dream. Dreams of future events that warn and guide the…

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Portuguese Dream

Portuguese Dream

I had a dream last night. This was after having a hard time falling asleep because I was missing my ex. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I dreamt that he was my old ex-boyfriend and he was dating and having sex with a portuguese actress. He decided to be with me in the dream…

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Poem of the End Times

Poem of the End Times

SIGNS OF THE TIMES           (Matthew 24) Jesus and disciples spoke Of the future of the town, He said the temple would be destroyed, Stones would be cast down. To converse about end times Christ they sought to engage, They asked about the sign of His coming, And of the end of the age. He told…

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Why Magic Is Bad

Why Magic Is Bad

So this is why playing with magic is bad. I made acquaintance with someone, I will call him Donald. And he believed he was the Holy Ghost, the “Wind” or the Spirit. He was very musically talented and gifted by God, but unfortunately he was dabbling in things that were not his to dabble. He…

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Recent Synchronicities…

Recent Synchronicities…

February 28th, 2017 My partner, after having a discussion about religion and reason versus faith, decided to put on the movie Ella Enchanted so that I can exercise with it on. It is a perfectly salient movie comparing stuff that is going on in my life at the time. I even told him it was…

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Prophetic Vision Journal

Prophetic Vision Journal

I first had a hallucination before my first known episode back in 2014. I was intensely attracted to someone I knew even though I was married. I was obsessive. And so, at one point I looked in the mirror and saw his face as part of the reflection of mine. It oddly didn’t freak me…

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