Tag: depression

Nothing Is As Easy As It Seems…

Nothing Is As Easy As It Seems…

Looking back at how I felt in September (feeling irritable, depressed, tired, etc), going to work has basically only made me have more responsibility. I have to be on call and prepared to leave at a moment’s notice at any given moment. And when I do have the call, I need to prepare Elizabeth’s lunch…

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Bipolar Parenting During the Pandemic

Bipolar Parenting During the Pandemic

Parenting is tough – being a bipolar parent is even tougher. I have noticed during the pandemic that I have been more irritable; everyday seems to be a struggle. When my baby spills food, I get frustrated because its justĀ one other thing I have to clean (it seems like all I do is clean nowadays).…

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Demons Are Real

Demons Are Real

I have an interesting situation that happened to me and my partner Andrew. There was a night, without explanation, that I was having problem sleeping. I felt like I was having a mental and/or spiritual battle. After some time tossing and turning, I went into the living room and knelt down on a pillow and…

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November 26th Progress Report…

November 26th Progress Report…

Measurements Weight: 158.4 lbs Bust: 38 in Waist: 34 in Hips: 42 in (-0.5 in) Butt: 43 in (-0.5 in) Thighs: 26 in (-0.5 in ea) Calves: 14.5 in Triceps: 14 in (+0.5 in) Since November 13th… Overall weight lost: 1.6 lbs Overall inches lost: 1 inches Lost 9 inches since September Here is what…

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My First Episode

My First Episode

***Trigger Warning*** (graphic imagery) The story of my episode begins at a rehearsal when I laid eyes on this other guy. Thoughts became obsessions and soon after I couldn’t stop thinking about this guy. I was becoming so creative because of him too. He was my muse. I was writing music, and I was writing…

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