Tag: manic depression

Being a Parent with Mental Illness

Being a Parent with Mental Illness

Being a parent with mental illness has its drawbacks, to be sure; however, like any other disability, mental illness can be managed, and managed well. A combination of therapy, medication, and social/family supports all help with setting up the parent for success. Not only that, but being insightful about your illness, knowing when an episode…

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I am relentless!

I am relentless!

I have been told that I have a strong will, and that I am a survivor. I believe it is true, because no matter how hard life gets, even when I am in my mind’s hell, I somehow find a way out. I am relentless. How did I get to be that way? There is…

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To Go or Not Go Back to School…

To Go or Not Go Back to School…

One of the main reasons why I am applying to school is so that I can be the role model my dear Elizabeth needs. She deserves a mother who follows her dreams and never gives up. But there have been a few dreams that I have put on the back burner… When I first met…

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On the Spiritual Gifts

On the Spiritual Gifts

“Now, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel: ‘In the last days, God says, I will pour out My Spirit on all people; your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. Even on My servants, both men and women, I will pour out…

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Skinny Cat Dream

Skinny Cat Dream

So I had a dream that included my cat, but he was super skinny and I was concerned that he wasn’t eating. How could I interpret that dream? Well, cats are luxurious creatures, especially mine. Maybe it means that I have been losing out on luxuries, which is partly true, or that I should remove…

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Portuguese Dream

Portuguese Dream

I had a dream last night. This was after having a hard time falling asleep because I was missing my ex. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I dreamt that he was my old ex-boyfriend and he was dating and having sex with a portuguese actress. He decided to be with me in the dream…

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Poem of the End Times

Poem of the End Times

SIGNS OF THE TIMES           (Matthew 24) Jesus and disciples spoke Of the future of the town, He said the temple would be destroyed, Stones would be cast down. To converse about end times Christ they sought to engage, They asked about the sign of His coming, And of the end of the age. He told…

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Why Magic Is Bad

Why Magic Is Bad

So this is why playing with magic is bad. I made acquaintance with someone, I will call him Donald. And he believed he was the Holy Ghost, the “Wind” or the Spirit. He was very musically talented and gifted by God, but unfortunately he was dabbling in things that were not his to dabble. He…

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Making of a Prophet

Making of a Prophet

I have made acquaintances with several people, one I will call George. This man has literally seen everything crumbling down – he has taken pictures. He lost everything. He thought either nervous break down or stolen identity. He will be getting a brain scan, he’s convinced due to this line of work that he will…

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Questions for My Doctor

Questions for My Doctor

1) Why do I get cold sweats? My hands and feet get very sweaty. Salt to provide better transmission? 2) Why do I get fainting spells even though I am conscious? Demonic release? 3) Am I still going to be completely myself even with medication? 4) Am I going to lose my sensitivity to people?…

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I Found the Love of God… Now What?

I Found the Love of God… Now What?

  Although a lot has happened in the last few weeks since being admitted to the hospital, there’s really only one thing I would like to write about. I found true love, and I am unsure what to do about it now. Typing this seems so unnatural. I feel like writing it down. Then again,…

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Roller Coaster Dream

Roller Coaster Dream

From now on I want to devote less time to searching for dream meanings and trust my gut and decide what the symbols in my dream means to myself. I will be doing this with my visions as well. I feel that God is powerful enough that He can let me know. The only thing…

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Recent Synchronicities…

Recent Synchronicities…

February 28th, 2017 My partner, after having a discussion about religion and reason versus faith, decided to put on the movie Ella Enchanted so that I can exercise with it on. It is a perfectly salient movie comparing stuff that is going on in my life at the time. I even told him it was…

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Horse Dream and Quotes…

Horse Dream and Quotes…

February 25th, 2017 I had a dream around Valentine’s Day that there was a (brown?) horse and I was trying to get onto it. There was an unknown male who was standing in front of the horse and he was helping me on. At the time, when I had the dream in Europe, I was…

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January 29th Progress Report…

January 29th Progress Report…

I bought a new Fitbit and I am very excited! Will be making changes on my blog and for my Progress Reports now that I have a lot more data to work with…   Measurements Weight: 153.8 lbs Bust: 38 in Waist: 34 in Hips: 42 in Butt: 42 in (-1 inch since last week) Thighs:…

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January 14th Progress Report…

January 14th Progress Report…

I decided to do a progress report this week instead of in 2 weeks because I have had such an interesting week in terms of weight loss, that I wanted to post about it. Measurements Weight: 154.8 lbs Bust: 38 in (+1 inches since last week) Waist: 34 in (+0.5 inches since last week) Hips: 42…

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Prophetic Dream Journal

Prophetic Dream Journal

I decided to share my dream journal, which I think is significant and may or may not be related to my diagnosis of Manic-Depressive (Bipolar) disorder. All the dreams that are actually revealing psychic abilities will be Italicized. For my first psychic dream that I remember, please note that it may have errors, and it…

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December 9th Progress Report…

December 9th Progress Report…

Measurements Weight: 155.8 lbs Bust: 37.5 in (-0.5 in) Waist: 34 in Hips: 42 in Butt: 43.5 in (+0.5 in) Thighs: 26 in Calves: 14 in (-0.5 in ea) Triceps: 13 in (-1 in ea) Since November 26th… Overall weight lost: 2.6 lbs Overall inches lost: 3 inches Overall inches lost since September: 15 inches…

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Fitness Classes and things

Fitness Classes and things

I have been going to fitness classes as I am part of a incentive program to take as many classes during December. You see, every time you go to a fitness class you get a sticker. The sticker is worth 20 km and Santa and his reindeer have to fly 40 000+ km to reach…

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November 26th Progress Report…

November 26th Progress Report…

Measurements Weight: 158.4 lbs Bust: 38 in Waist: 34 in Hips: 42 in (-0.5 in) Butt: 43 in (-0.5 in) Thighs: 26 in (-0.5 in ea) Calves: 14.5 in Triceps: 14 in (+0.5 in) Since November 13th… Overall weight lost: 1.6 lbs Overall inches lost: 1 inches Lost 9 inches since September Here is what…

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November 13th Progress Report…

November 13th Progress Report…

Measurements Weight: 160 lbs Bust: 38 in Waist: 34 in Hips: 42.5 in (-0.5 in) Butt: 43.5 in (-0.5 in) Thighs: 26.5 in (+0.5 in ea) Calves: 14.5 in (-0.5 in ea) Triceps: 13 in (-1 in ea) Since October 30th… Overall weight lost: 1.4 lbs Overall inches lost: 3 inches Lost 8 inches overall…

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People-pleasing…

People-pleasing…

Am I a people-pleaser? I really need to focus on peace for myself instead. I need to stop thinking about what other people think of me. People will hate me no matter what I do, and people will like me despite my faults. So I should just be at peace and be me. I have…

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Funny Seeing YOU Again…

Funny Seeing YOU Again…

I saw HIM. My 2014 muse. On Tuesday. It was just passed a full moon and after work my husband and I went to this burrito place. We were eating and then I caught a glimpse of someone walking into the restaurant. I was the last table facing the door. Then when he was looking…

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