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Defining a Few Terms

Defining a Few Terms

I have a hard time figuring out what word to use to describe my experiences. Sometimes I use psychic, other times I use synchronicities, others, prophetic. In this article, I am going to flush out how I use and don’t use the terms. Psychic You see things in advance before they happen Examples for me…

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Conversations with the Ob/Gyn

Conversations with the Ob/Gyn

I have lost weight! It is only a pound, and could just be water weight but I don’t think so. I have been careful to eat less and move more this week, and so I think I am well on my way to starting new routines, new habits, and a better way of life. But…

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I broke my cleanse fast

I broke my cleanse fast

Soo…. I broke my fast yesterday. I ate two meals, at lunch and at dinner. But to give myself some slack, we’ve also been taking care of a deal to buy a home and sell ours and it’s been particularly intense lately. But still, I did manage to skip breakfast, which is a feat on…

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Embrace Your Kind of Crazy

Embrace Your Kind of Crazy

This is my rant for today… This society would have you believe that conformity will make you belong, feel good, make you successful. However, there’s no true concept of normality – what is normal anyway? It is just accepted reality… but what if accepted reality WAS the idiosyncratic, the unique, the difference, the weird. What…

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My Husband Can Read My Mind!

My Husband Can Read My Mind!

I recently went through a post-partem episode that was beyond what I had experienced in the past. From feeling like I was birthing a new universe, to staring into the sun (was it just a dream?), to trying to control the universe that I created, to feeling like I was in the movie It’s a…

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More money dreams…

More money dreams…

Recently, Andrew and I have started playing the lottery. It was after much time and pressure that we decided it wasn’t sin, and do it. We weren’t sure if God wanted us to play or just trust in Him. I had a vision a few nights ago that I was looking into my wallet and…

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Reflections During Pregnancy

Reflections During Pregnancy

August 30th 2019 Weight: 207 lbs Week 24 weeks 6 days Symptoms: braxton hicks, dizziness, mood swings, intense emotions, baby kicks I want to have a better relationship with Andrew. Yesterday, we had a great conversation about spiritual leadership of a husband. He and I feel more in love. I am in awe of him.…

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Prayers to Heal My Arrogance

Prayers to Heal My Arrogance

June 26th 2019 Dear Lord, My Lord, my life. You are my sinless saviour, the love who was sent directly by God who gave His life as a ransom for me and my sins… who suffered more than any man should have to suffer, who was spat on, insulted, whipped, and crucified. This is my…

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My Child’s Calling?

My Child’s Calling?

April 17th 2019 Cycle day: 40 DPO: 23 Weight: 194.5 lbs Symptoms: barely any except cramping, light-headedness, disliking meat, etc When I was at work yesterday, I remembered that I asked the 700 club (a Christian Broadcasting Network TV show that I used to donate monthly to) to pray for us to conceive a child.…

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We’re Having a Baby!!!

We’re Having a Baby!!!

We had a positive pregnancy test!!! We are so happy, when I told Andrew, I was shaking!!! Let me tell you the story of how it came to pass. For a few months now, I was concerned about Andrew’s intentions – did he really want to have children with me? I tend to have a…

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Dreams in the New Year

Dreams in the New Year

I was at Melanie’s house, on her couch and I was speaking with her mom. It did look like her but there was something wrong with her teeth. I definitely felt like she was representative of a mentor. I also dreamt that I was at a hospital waiting to see the doctor. Eventually, I told…

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Miracle Music Answered Prayer

Miracle Music Answered Prayer

I was watching a video, a documentary… …an Hindu/Indian man talking about enlightenment, that the Maker, the creator, lives inside of us. And he was able to heal himself from physical ailments by praying for an hour or so. And he believes in this collective consciousness, that if we expand our consciousness to those around…

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Shared Teacher’s Dream

Shared Teacher’s Dream

One night about a week or two ago, Andrew and I had a shared dream. But compared to previous shared dreams, this dream was extraordinarily similar. Last night Andrew dreamt of a teacher from high school. He was the Teacher’s Pet. And they walked to a pizza restaurant across the street near the high school…

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The Blonde Prophetic Dream

The Blonde Prophetic Dream

Some people might chalk up visions, voices, or prophetic dreams as mere mental illness or delusions. People will scoff at it, because they think it is all fairy tales or mythic. Well, to those people, I beg to differ. I had been in the hospital during my second episode of elevated mood, otherwise known as…

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Andrew Opens Up

Andrew Opens Up

  Andrew opened up last night. Andrew is a romantic kind of guy. He was ever since he was young. But he didn’t get lucky with girls, it was always the athletic guys who were more mean that got the girls. He is frustrated with women who say they want romance but really want something…

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Reflections on Our Time Together So Far…

Reflections on Our Time Together So Far…

  I want to take some time to reflect about conversations we’ve had, things I have learned, and how I can be a complement to Andrew. Andrew has never really been in debt before, except when he took a $10 000 bank loan to pay for a computer, which he paid off in a year.…

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Love…

Love…

  Andrew slept over, we played games at Game Time, and we made love. It was beautiful. I knew what I wanted, I had clarity. I love him, my boyfriend, my love, my sweetheart, my soul mate. I want to make him happy for the rest of my life. I’m ready to start an imperfect…

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To Kiss or Not to Kiss…

To Kiss or Not to Kiss…

  Andrew and I had taken a break from kissing but we returned to kissing. It was nice. We tried it but it didn’t work. We can’t keep our hands off each other. He’s so special to me. We talked about engagement. I am not legally able to get married presently. I think he wants…

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My Birthday Celebration…

My Birthday Celebration…

  I had a wonderful 31st birthday, and I spent the evening with Andrew. I think I had too much wine, so I broke a command, but I have repented and sought forgiveness. I am healed. We talked about a lot of different things. We shared a combo for 2 people, but we also bought…

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On the Spiritual Gifts

On the Spiritual Gifts

“Now, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel: ‘In the last days, God says, I will pour out My Spirit on all people; your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. Even on My servants, both men and women, I will pour out…

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Skinny Cat Dream

Skinny Cat Dream

So I had a dream that included my cat, but he was super skinny and I was concerned that he wasn’t eating. How could I interpret that dream? Well, cats are luxurious creatures, especially mine. Maybe it means that I have been losing out on luxuries, which is partly true, or that I should remove…

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Portuguese Dream

Portuguese Dream

I had a dream last night. This was after having a hard time falling asleep because I was missing my ex. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I dreamt that he was my old ex-boyfriend and he was dating and having sex with a portuguese actress. He decided to be with me in the dream…

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Prophetic Dream Journal

Prophetic Dream Journal

I decided to share my dream journal, which I think is significant and may or may not be related to my diagnosis of Manic-Depressive (Bipolar) disorder. All the dreams that are actually revealing psychic abilities will be Italicized. For my first psychic dream that I remember, please note that it may have errors, and it…

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