Tag: Spiritual

I am relentless!

I am relentless!

I have been told that I have a strong will, and that I am a survivor. I believe it is true, because no matter how hard life gets, even when I am in my mind’s hell, I somehow find a way out. I am relentless. How did I get to be that way? There is…

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Reflections During Pregnancy

Reflections During Pregnancy

August 30th 2019 Weight: 207 lbs Week 24 weeks 6 days Symptoms: braxton hicks, dizziness, mood swings, intense emotions, baby kicks I want to have a better relationship with Andrew. Yesterday, we had a great conversation about spiritual leadership of a husband. He and I feel more in love. I am in awe of him.…

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Prayers to Heal My Arrogance

Prayers to Heal My Arrogance

June 26th 2019 Dear Lord, My Lord, my life. You are my sinless saviour, the love who was sent directly by God who gave His life as a ransom for me and my sins… who suffered more than any man should have to suffer, who was spat on, insulted, whipped, and crucified. This is my…

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We’re Having a Baby!!!

We’re Having a Baby!!!

We had a positive pregnancy test!!! We are so happy, when I told Andrew, I was shaking!!! Let me tell you the story of how it came to pass. For a few months now, I was concerned about Andrew’s intentions – did he really want to have children with me? I tend to have a…

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Dreams in the New Year

Dreams in the New Year

I was at Melanie’s house, on her couch and I was speaking with her mom. It did look like her but there was something wrong with her teeth. I definitely felt like she was representative of a mentor. I also dreamt that I was at a hospital waiting to see the doctor. Eventually, I told…

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Shared Teacher’s Dream

Shared Teacher’s Dream

One night about a week or two ago, Andrew and I had a shared dream. But compared to previous shared dreams, this dream was extraordinarily similar. Last night Andrew dreamt of a teacher from high school. He was the Teacher’s Pet. And they walked to a pizza restaurant across the street near the high school…

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Oil Spill Dream

Oil Spill Dream

I had an interesting dream last night that I wanted to share. Sometimes I have dreams of previous people I’ve dated. And sometimes I feel guilty because I don’t know why I’m having them. They are always benign; nothing really happens that would say anything about why I’m dreaming about them. But last night it…

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Demons Are Real

Demons Are Real

I have an interesting situation that happened to me and my partner Andrew. There was a night, without explanation, that I was having problem sleeping. I felt like I was having a mental and/or spiritual battle. After some time tossing and turning, I went into the living room and knelt down on a pillow and…

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Dream of Hearing God’s Voice

Dream of Hearing God’s Voice

I had an interesting dream after a wonderful evening. Andrew and I went to Port Dover and looked at the stars with a full moon. It was so beautiful. I felt so much love and awe in my heart. It was fantastic. Then that night I had a dream. I was speaking to some sort…

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Andrew Opens Up

Andrew Opens Up

  Andrew opened up last night. Andrew is a romantic kind of guy. He was ever since he was young. But he didn’t get lucky with girls, it was always the athletic guys who were more mean that got the girls. He is frustrated with women who say they want romance but really want something…

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Reflections on Our Time Together So Far…

Reflections on Our Time Together So Far…

  I want to take some time to reflect about conversations we’ve had, things I have learned, and how I can be a complement to Andrew. Andrew has never really been in debt before, except when he took a $10 000 bank loan to pay for a computer, which he paid off in a year.…

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Meeting a New Godly Man…

Meeting a New Godly Man…

  I couldn’t sleep last night. I was so excited about our second date that I took a bath at 10:30pm at night to try to relax. I ended up feeling pretty refreshed when I went into work. We went to the Sociable and we talked about various things. Picking up from our first date,…

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There is a Spiritual Battle Going On…

There is a Spiritual Battle Going On…

Unless you are watchful, it is easy to overlook the spiritual battle that is going on in the world today. There are many evils that are taking place and we Christians have to stand up and take a stance or otherwise we could become the lukewarm Christians the bible warns us about. There are a…

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Skinny Cat Dream

Skinny Cat Dream

So I had a dream that included my cat, but he was super skinny and I was concerned that he wasn’t eating. How could I interpret that dream? Well, cats are luxurious creatures, especially mine. Maybe it means that I have been losing out on luxuries, which is partly true, or that I should remove…

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Exorcism Dream

Exorcism Dream

For this post, I would like to discuss the importance of dreams. I read many books that talk about things that happen in dreams that seem to be related to real life. Visitations of loved ones who upon awakening died at the time of the dream. Dreams of future events that warn and guide the…

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Portuguese Dream

Portuguese Dream

I had a dream last night. This was after having a hard time falling asleep because I was missing my ex. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I dreamt that he was my old ex-boyfriend and he was dating and having sex with a portuguese actress. He decided to be with me in the dream…

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Poem of the End Times

Poem of the End Times

SIGNS OF THE TIMES           (Matthew 24) Jesus and disciples spoke Of the future of the town, He said the temple would be destroyed, Stones would be cast down. To converse about end times Christ they sought to engage, They asked about the sign of His coming, And of the end of the age. He told…

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More Experiences While In Hospital

More Experiences While In Hospital

kneeling: I have knelt to several people, first to the man mentioned below, than a second man, then another guy, then a girl, and I have bowed to several people. It was a necessity. I have also humbly knelt to my doctor and prayed in front of someone and spoke in tongues. This was one…

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Recent Synchronicities…

Recent Synchronicities…

February 28th, 2017 My partner, after having a discussion about religion and reason versus faith, decided to put on the movie Ella Enchanted so that I can exercise with it on. It is a perfectly salient movie comparing stuff that is going on in my life at the time. I even told him it was…

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Prophetic Vision Journal

Prophetic Vision Journal

I first had a hallucination before my first known episode back in 2014. I was intensely attracted to someone I knew even though I was married. I was obsessive. And so, at one point I looked in the mirror and saw his face as part of the reflection of mine. It oddly didn’t freak me…

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