Tag: spirituality

Being a Parent with Mental Illness

Being a Parent with Mental Illness

Being a parent with mental illness has its drawbacks, to be sure; however, like any other disability, mental illness can be managed, and managed well. A combination of therapy, medication, and social/family supports all help with setting up the parent for success. Not only that, but being insightful about your illness, knowing when an episode…

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My Husband Can Read My Mind!

My Husband Can Read My Mind!

I recently went through a post-partem episode that was beyond what I had experienced in the past. From feeling like I was birthing a new universe, to staring into the sun (was it just a dream?), to trying to control the universe that I created, to feeling like I was in the movie It’s a…

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More money dreams…

More money dreams…

Recently, Andrew and I have started playing the lottery. It was after much time and pressure that we decided it wasn’t sin, and do it. We weren’t sure if God wanted us to play or just trust in Him. I had a vision a few nights ago that I was looking into my wallet and…

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What was lost in 7 years…

What was lost in 7 years…

I repented and received healing. I felt shame and grief earlier today because of a season of mistakes for 7 years, being in a wrong relationship… the prophet Tracy on It’s Supernatural by Sid Roth spoke over me, he said what I lost in 7 years I will receive in one year. I have felt…

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Reflections During Pregnancy

Reflections During Pregnancy

August 30th 2019 Weight: 207 lbs Week 24 weeks 6 days Symptoms: braxton hicks, dizziness, mood swings, intense emotions, baby kicks I want to have a better relationship with Andrew. Yesterday, we had a great conversation about spiritual leadership of a husband. He and I feel more in love. I am in awe of him.…

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Prayers to Heal My Arrogance

Prayers to Heal My Arrogance

June 26th 2019 Dear Lord, My Lord, my life. You are my sinless saviour, the love who was sent directly by God who gave His life as a ransom for me and my sins… who suffered more than any man should have to suffer, who was spat on, insulted, whipped, and crucified. This is my…

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We’re Having a Baby!!!

We’re Having a Baby!!!

We had a positive pregnancy test!!! We are so happy, when I told Andrew, I was shaking!!! Let me tell you the story of how it came to pass. For a few months now, I was concerned about Andrew’s intentions – did he really want to have children with me? I tend to have a…

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Dreams in the New Year

Dreams in the New Year

I was at Melanie’s house, on her couch and I was speaking with her mom. It did look like her but there was something wrong with her teeth. I definitely felt like she was representative of a mentor. I also dreamt that I was at a hospital waiting to see the doctor. Eventually, I told…

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Miracle Music Answered Prayer

Miracle Music Answered Prayer

I was watching a video, a documentary… …an Hindu/Indian man talking about enlightenment, that the Maker, the creator, lives inside of us. And he was able to heal himself from physical ailments by praying for an hour or so. And he believes in this collective consciousness, that if we expand our consciousness to those around…

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Dream of Hearing God’s Voice

Dream of Hearing God’s Voice

I had an interesting dream after a wonderful evening. Andrew and I went to Port Dover and looked at the stars with a full moon. It was so beautiful. I felt so much love and awe in my heart. It was fantastic. Then that night I had a dream. I was speaking to some sort…

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Andrew Opens Up

Andrew Opens Up

  Andrew opened up last night. Andrew is a romantic kind of guy. He was ever since he was young. But he didn’t get lucky with girls, it was always the athletic guys who were more mean that got the girls. He is frustrated with women who say they want romance but really want something…

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Reflections on Our Time Together So Far…

Reflections on Our Time Together So Far…

  I want to take some time to reflect about conversations we’ve had, things I have learned, and how I can be a complement to Andrew. Andrew has never really been in debt before, except when he took a $10 000 bank loan to pay for a computer, which he paid off in a year.…

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Meeting a New Godly Man…

Meeting a New Godly Man…

  I couldn’t sleep last night. I was so excited about our second date that I took a bath at 10:30pm at night to try to relax. I ended up feeling pretty refreshed when I went into work. We went to the Sociable and we talked about various things. Picking up from our first date,…

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There is a Spiritual Battle Going On…

There is a Spiritual Battle Going On…

Unless you are watchful, it is easy to overlook the spiritual battle that is going on in the world today. There are many evils that are taking place and we Christians have to stand up and take a stance or otherwise we could become the lukewarm Christians the bible warns us about. There are a…

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Skinny Cat Dream

Skinny Cat Dream

So I had a dream that included my cat, but he was super skinny and I was concerned that he wasn’t eating. How could I interpret that dream? Well, cats are luxurious creatures, especially mine. Maybe it means that I have been losing out on luxuries, which is partly true, or that I should remove…

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Exorcism Dream

Exorcism Dream

For this post, I would like to discuss the importance of dreams. I read many books that talk about things that happen in dreams that seem to be related to real life. Visitations of loved ones who upon awakening died at the time of the dream. Dreams of future events that warn and guide the…

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Eulogy For Myself…

Eulogy For Myself…

My therapist, who is Christian, thought it would be a good idea to see what I would want said at my own funeral. This is what I wrote: Follower of Jesus, believer in God and all that is good, She believed she could do anything when God was on her side. Because of her faith,…

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January 29th Progress Report…

January 29th Progress Report…

I bought a new Fitbit and I am very excited! Will be making changes on my blog and for my Progress Reports now that I have a lot more data to work with…   Measurements Weight: 153.8 lbs Bust: 38 in Waist: 34 in Hips: 42 in Butt: 42 in (-1 inch since last week) Thighs:…

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People-pleasing…

People-pleasing…

Am I a people-pleaser? I really need to focus on peace for myself instead. I need to stop thinking about what other people think of me. People will hate me no matter what I do, and people will like me despite my faults. So I should just be at peace and be me. I have…

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Prom Queen Dream

Prom Queen Dream

January 11th, 2016 Had a dream of that old crush that I had in grade school. I dreamed that he was some sort of prom king and he was selecting a prom queen. He talked with me and I did my best, but the one who won was someone who was homely but could speak…

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Blue or Pink Dream

Blue or Pink Dream

October 2nd, 2015 This next dream is perhaps the most detailed and unbelievable prophetic dream that I have ever had that I have been able to remember clearly. I had a dream of “Carl” from work. It was his birthday recently and he told me in real life that someone made him a card. So in my…

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Old Friend Dream

Old Friend Dream

September 15th, 2015 Had a dream of a mansion and my old best school friend was in it, along with my ex-boyfriend and his family. I was in the mansion before they were but I had the sensation that the house didn’t belong to me but to my ex-boyfriend’s family.    Result: I remembered later…

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Old Photos Dream

Old Photos Dream

August 3rd, 2015 I had a dream where I remembered old photos of my past.    Result: Then one of the first things that happens in the morning is my then partner shows me a slightly older picture of myself.